celina is doing okay, celina is smiling. celina realized she doesnt need him.
she just needs her friends :) and jawgee; <---who i miss VERY much.
and you amazing and wonderful xangers.

comments would be lovely.

Those who kill time are the ones who waste life. Take every second for granted because you're never going to get a chance to go back in time & get that second, minute, hour, day, or maybe even year back. Once it's passed, it's never going to come back.

I laugh at silly movies, & I`m stubborn as a stone, Yeah, I criticize my body, I wonder if I`m ready to ever be alone, I`m just like everybody else, yes I cry just like everybody else, I don`t know what you believe, What you think or what you see, But this is a part of me.

There hasn't been one day since you left
where I haven't fought the urge to put you
back in my life.

i'd rather chew on broken glass than keep living in the
past wasting my time analyzing words that i know you never meant

And when she breaks down,
of course she'll make a sound.
But you'll never hear her.

Just because it didnt last forever,
doesnt mean it wasnt worth your while.

did i make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?

I never used to be able to understand how someone could be afraid to show someone
that they care about them. The whole concept didn't make any sense to me. Now I
understand it a little too well. When you care about someone, you give them the
chance to hurt you. After the way you played with my head, I couldn't stand to get
hurt again. I can't get too close. I'm afraid to care. I'm afraid to feel.

I believed for awhile, I couldn't make it
without you. But I realized, I will, I'll heal
myself. Everything will always turn out okay

Why don't you drive it off of a cliff?
Because I can't stand your life since I am no longer in it.
You're a liar but I'm hanging on every word
of every late night call, but most of all,
I'm hoping that I'll be more that just a memory
when the feeling fades...

i love your crazy, geeky, ways
i love the way you make me smile on my worst days
i love the way you talk about my chemical romance
i love the way you call me out of the blue
and even though he has your heart;
i love the way you tell me 'i wish a girl like you could love me, so i could move on"
-written by me;; sucked i know :)

i hope you hurt like hell one night soon,
while your laying in your bed all alone
because your ‘new girl’ wasn't all you thought she was.
i hope your thinking of me, & all that you gave up
when you pushed me away. like i'd never meant anything to
you at all. i hope you realize your mistake.
i've given you all that i'm ever gonna let you take.
if you want anything more from me, you can just forget about it.

poll; what makes your crush so great?

celina;; gah :] i love the way he texts me good morning, and the way he laughs, and the way
he will say 'good night babe" :) hehe; i wish he wasn't a freakiing senior >:[ rawrrr.

jawgee; weirdly, i love the way he insults me... cause he does it in a way I know he doesn't mean it at all...and I love how passionate he is about music =)